2012 Introduction: Confessions of a Spiritual Junkie

The other day I sat down to write a blog-post in regards to various experiences/delusions I created in relation to 2012. However, while I began to write these points out, I realized how extensively I allowed not just 2012 but really spirituality as a whole to influence/impact/direct my life.

So, I decided to create an entirely new blog for this specific point. To literally walk myself through the entire addiction I created for myself, from ‘the beginning,’ so as to support myself in ‘laying it all out,’ physically, to thus then show in writing how I am/have corrected myself – practically – to no longer allow spirituality, one of the greatest deceptions of man, to direct my living here on this earth. But to instead stop and transform this deception into a self-directive stance, so that this religion of self, which is what spirituality in fact is – filled with its oh so gloriously limited self-beliefs, self-gospel, self-righteousness – can forevermore be banished from this entire existence, as it serves no purpose but to further delude, separate, and divert us from practically being here and living with each other and ourselves in a dignified manner.

We’ve allowed ourselves to become ‘so far gone’ that we’d rather follow the voice in our head - preaching to us; proselytizing to us what to do, what not to do, how to feel, what to feel, how to behave, what to wear, when to smile, who to like, who not to like, who we should be...ad nauseam  - than stop for a moment and see what we are in fact doing to each other, ourselves, this world in totality as we float around in these bubbles of complete disregard to the physical world we all share.

Then, we mix ‘love and light’ into the already intoxicating cocktail, amongst all the other belligerent sermons going on inside our head at any given moment, and it is at this point that we become completely drunk on our self-belief, as the knowledge of who we perceive ourselves to be - while the actually reality of this world - far from 'love and light' - is filled with starvation, murder, war, rape, exploitation, pedophilia, greed, unimaginable suffering.

Enlightenment with many masters over the ages have failed to create a world that is best for all life as they never gave attention to what is real. It is time to wake up to the truth on earth and to stop the abuse allowed through seeking for enlightenment. The religion of Self is the final straw of division that will drive the world over the brink and cause massive suffering as it is doing already. As ONE LIFE it must be realized that only ONE WAY can be what is best for all in the physical and that is to provide for all in very way what is best. The multiple ways of enlightenment is like having multiple personality disorder which only create disorder on earth as well. Stop the self sabotage and abuse and be part of the ONE only solution on earth for all. The solution that is mathematically measurable best for all. Equal MoneySystem!

                                                                                         ~ Bernard Poolman
                                                                        

So, here within and throughout this blog I will expose the dark shadows of spirituality in relation to what I lived for myself – where I hid from myself/this world – projecting myself and believing myself to be ‘full of light’ – while the actual reality of myself was quite the contrary, as my self-religion became more dynamic, more extensive, so did my self-deception. 

Again, what I realized as I sat down, was that I cannot actually place this point of my experience in relation to 2012 properly unless I give full-context to my life within spirituality, as well – as these two fools obviously and undoubtedly go hand-in-hand, and will throughout my writings here, to thus then be able to expansively illustrate the absolute stupidity of all things spiritual, and the fact that 2012 and spirituality have done nothing more than to aid in furthering the total and complete enslavement of man. 

So here, an introduction for what is to come from me within this blog. I have no clue how it will take form – which is perhaps the best part – as I will be walking it through in real-time, letting go of the knowledge of myself, as the religion of myself, as the spiritual past I once held so dearly; and literally laying it all out on the table, as a self-confession of how/why I became a junkie, a complete addict, to the energetic rush that Spirituality dealt out. 

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